Happy Fathers Day Daddy - I went to the apartment yesterday cox ma is out of town and I needed to water plants and get her mail - thought it would be easier on Saturday than sunday - but it wasn't. I went in your room to check to see if she had any messages and that's all it took. I sat on your bed and remembered the last time I was with you - worried about hurting you trying to get you up to drink sime water - you just stared at me and I told you I love you and didn't want to hurt you. I just sat on the bed and cried. When she was out of town I was there on Sat & Sun - we may not have talked too much - maybe watched Law and Order - I still watch that all the time. I woke up this a.m. with such a feeling off loss and cried some more. I'm trying to remember the good times - there were a lot... but easier said than done. I miss you so very much - I love you and if you were here I'd give you a big hug and tell you Happy Fathers Day and I love you. Cheryl Fathers Day 2008