Happy Fathers Day - Trying to remember the good times - there were lots. But, not making it any easier. Ma is out of town so I went over there yesterday to get her mail and water her plants. I went into your room to see if there were any messages and that was all it took. I sat on your bed and just cried. When she was out of town I'd come over Friday and saturday -even if we didn't talk much, we'd watch Law and Order - I still watch it. And you'd ask me when she was coming home - I remember the last time I was in that room - will the hurt and emptiness ever go away ? You only have one dad and the loss is as fresh as if it were yesterday. I miss you so very much and love you - wish you were here - Love you, Cheryl