Hi Daddy - Are you up there looking down on us ? This is the most empty Christmas without you. I didn't even put up a tree this year. I have cried so much in the last couple weeks. I know it will get easier in time - but I love you and miss you so much it hurts and that will never change. Going to see Mom today - still call it Mom & Dads. I really miss you - I even had a Christmas card I found after Christmas last year that I pulled out with some things I went through - what do I do with it ? I can't throw it away - it was for you - I know -sounds crazy - but anyway I better go for now. Please remember how much I love you and miss you and wish you were here.Bye for now but not forever.