Well its 2008 and all i can think of its just the beginning of a new year without you. everyone says its gonna get easier and better but how can it. i'll never again have my daddy. nothing will ever be the same. it hurts so much. I just cant get past how close i was to seeing you again. i hate god for taking you when he did. i just dont care anymore about anything. i dont want to deal with any one or anything. i have never hurt like this before. i keep everyting inside. i dont want to care about any1 anymore. i dont wanat to feel this pain anymore. i wanna stop hurting.